21 January 2014

What people see and reality
Are different things with this disease.
The emotional roller coaster I try to hide,
While constant pain is lurking inside.
I hang my head out the window with a smile,
But I’d rather hide all alone for a while.
So many days I want to give in.
Curl up in a blanket or crawl out of my skin.
Faking it is vital
And not all that bad.
Others wonder what I’m up to….
Rather than why I am sad.